the forgotten smile...

I’ve seen u more
than I’ve heard from you
the killer smile u own
is what I wanted most
You have been the thoughts
to serve my mind to wash my sights
during our assembly
but… now, you seem so yesterday

The moment I set my eyes on you
you have my heart stolen
you have my pulse controlled
you have my smile managed…
Without any delay,
I will cherish once again..

I thought the everlasting attention
with the powerful stare
would accompany me
to accomplish this battle
I even believed that
we would become more
than then what we are
when love, interest and care
are showered between the two of us
and for the first time
I would wriggle free from the ground
soaring high up in the sky
flying side by side

But then again
As it has been destinied
You are no longer tough enough
to support the tension
from a friend
also from a girl
and it is time
for u to say goodbye
you have to sacrifice your soul
to obtain something convincing
rather than gamble on things so skeptical

I’ve realized the difference
of the way you react and reply
things are changing fast
till now I’m unsure of how u feel
and whether I have a special place in your heart
or……………..I’m just too blinded by my excuse
always made meant to suite u

Haven’t I tried my best?
to show you
that u have the best interest in my heart
And I can see
you don’t understand at all
what a fool I have shown
when u turn down my sincerity
changing it into catastrophes

All in all
A pure lover
Doesn’t need to be physically together
When we have our hearts attached
So… to believe is to trust…
And to trust is to invisibly embracing....

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